Today, I should have edited my book that’s due to
publish in four weeks. I should also have beta read a book for an author
friend. I should have baked cookies for the school lunchboxes and I probably
should have looked at publicity for that book I just mentioned that releases
next month. And right now, I should be
writing a post on overcoming procrastination, but I’ve checked my emails,
logged into facebook, seen what’s new on pinterest, taken a photo and posted it
to instagram, petted my cat for at least ten minutes and just now … I snuggled
with Mr 6 for the better part of an hour while we watched Ben 10.
I’d
count myself amongst the worst procrastinators out there.
Probably shouldn’t be proud of that, eh?
Here’s the thing with procrastination …
Procrastination
stems from fear.
Usually when I’m procrastinating it’s because I don’t
want to do something, and mostly I don’t want to do that thing because it’s
HARD. So hard that I have no idea where to start. For me, recognising this fear
is the key to overcoming my stalling. Once I look at an issue—whether it be the
next chapter in the book I’m writing, an essay for school, or even a blog
post—and figure out how to make a start all of a sudden I’m off.
Procrastination is left behind as I race to finish the project that I dragged
my feet for so long in starting.
What about you? How do you overcome
procrastination?
The race is on!
Continuing on from FORGET ME NOT and REMEMBER ME, this is the thrilling third
and final novel in Stacey Nash's unforgettable YA series.
Since the strike on
Collective territory during Anamae's rescue, things have taken a turn for the
worse. Unprovoked attacks on innocent people have Anamae and her friends
fighting day and night to minimise the damage. With hundreds of lives lost,
morale amongst the resistance fighters has plummeted. But that's the least of
her worries.
Manvyke still has
Anamae's mom, Annie, secreted away somewhere and after the way they parted,
Anamae worries it's not at her mother's bidding. Maybe Annie's disappearance
all those years ago wasn't her choice. But with Manvyke scouring the world,
there's something far more pressing than the need to find Anamae's mother ...
It's a fight against
time to find the other keys before Manvyke. In his hands, the three relics
could unlock enough power to reek a much worse havoc than the current issues at
hand. If the councillor gets his hands on those keys, civilisation will bow
down.
Read an excerpt
This is my life now.
The same every day. Well, almost every day. Today, it’s
Wednesday. Wednesdays and Saturdays are different.
On those days, he comes.
I look from the door to the window and back again. My whole
body tense with the anticipation of him and the show I’ll have to put on. The
show that I don’t care. That I’m strong. I’m unflinching, when on the inside
I’m absolutely not.
The pale walls—a creamy-dirty pink—are a reflection of my
constant mood: dull, monotonous. But I have no regrets. I’d do it all again.
Anything to save them.
Click, click, thwack. The round lock at the top of the door
flicks open first, followed by each one below. The brass, chrome, and silver
knobs rotate quickly and snap to the unlocked position: all from the other side
of the door. It’s not possible to unlock them from the inside. I should know;
I’ve tried a hundred times over.
I take the two generous steps from my place by the window to
the red suede couch and sink into it, lying back with arms roped across my
chest, my eyes closed.
The door creaks open.
My heart accelerates, and not in the way it might at seeing
a loved one, but in the nervous anticipation of an enemy about to walk into my
life.
Like he does twice a week.
Silence hangs in the air for several moments while I breathe
slowly—pretending to sleep. I’m not playing his game today.
The smell of fresh donuts mixed with strong coffee enters
with him, the delicious aroma assaulting my senses and making my mouth water.
It’s a Kenyan blend, which he knows is my favorite. Trying to ignore it is no
use, not with the smooth smell growing stronger and stronger until steam
dampens my face. The jerk must be waving right it under my nose. Yet I keep my
eyes closed, my face masked.
“Wake up, Sleeping Beauty.”
If my resolve snapping had a sound that would be crack.
“More like Rapunzel,” I say, a dig at my captivity.
When I open my eyes, that ridiculous half-a-dumbass smile
stretches across his face. He tips his chin toward the corrugated, disposable
cup in his hand. CityBoy.
Really? He thinks we can be friends, huh? Just because he
brings a coffee from a place I once loved. That was a lifetime ago and we can
never go back. Not now, not ever.
“Take it.” He inches the cup closer to me. “I walked halfway
across town to get this for you.” He shoves the offering further under my nose.
If I opened my mouth and sucked in the air, I’d probably taste the sweetened
coffee.
Giving him the satisfaction of taking the cup irks me, but
it’s been so long since I drank the smooth, rich nectar that only CityBoy can
perfect. Stupid hand has a mind of its own, closing around the warm cup. Now
that it’s in my hands, there’s no point missing out. I’ve already let him win,
so I may as well get some enjoyment out of my miserable predicament.
“It’s been a long week . . .” He relaxes into the couch,
flipping a pair of bronze coins through his fingers. I stop listening. No
matter how he treats me, we’re not friends. We haven’t been for years.
We never will be again.
AUTHOR Bio and Links:
Stacey Nash is
a writer, mother, wife, but not always in that order. Stacey went to the
University of New England to study history where she fell in love and married
her college sweetheart. Now, they live in the gorgeous Hunter Valley,
Australia. Stacey has a passion for writing stories set in speculative worlds,
from science fiction to fantasy and anything in between. She also loves to blog
is a co-founder and a contributor at Aussie Owned and Read, a blog designed for
readers and writers of young adult and new adult fiction, as well as World of
YA, a blog designed for lovers of young adult fiction.
GIVEAWAY INFORMATION
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ReplyDeleteThanks for stopping by, Mai!
DeleteHi Mai,
DeleteWriting a full length novel! That was up until a few years ago when I finally put the fear behind me. What about you?
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